What I Know.

I know that my Father will never leave me, He will never forsake me.
I know He always waits for me, however far I wander off.
I know He waits for me to turn and see - there He is.  Waiting.
I know that in times of despair I would be wise to run to Him.
I know His Spirit that He left with us wants to surround me and bless me with the peace that passes understanding.


What I do. 

I wander off, distracted by a shiny thing, a bird, a butterfly...

I run off in fear.

I curl up under my blanket and just wait for the minutes to tick by - in my despair.
I cover my ears with my hands and sing, lalalalalalalala, I can't hear You - in my failure to walk in my faith.

I think there is no one to hear me, I feel alone - not remembering Your promises